You see, I have this friend..

I trust him more then I trust anyone. I'd die for him in the blink of an eye. I'd give up anything for him. I worry about him if he even frowns. If he told me to jump off a bridge, I'd probably do it if he said he'd jump with me. He's what I care about most in the entire world. I want him to be able to tell me anything and everything...when he's ready, and I want to know he wont mind hearing about my most darkest, inner secrets...and be there for me, when I'm ready. If he ever needed me for absolutely anything I'd be there for him even if I had to walk. And without him I die. He's my "bestest true friend," and I love him to death.

I just hope he realises this.

I'm searching for reasons...
To keep away the demons
and I'd die again for you.
I wish you were near me...
Could feel it when you hear me say...
I'd die again for you.

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Mmmkay, time to catch up again.

Friday, the last day of school. Wow, it came fast! We watched movies in two of our periods, and in Geography we hung out in the bus circle. In 4th period, I basically ummm... had people sign a binder and cried a little. A lot of people hugged me on the way to the bus, and...yeah.

When the buses we're leaving, Ashley and Mary tried to hold a sign out of the window that said "Paige Love's Joey!" (His bus is beside ours) but luckily I think he didn't see it. I don't even like him anymore, anyways.

When I got home I changed and went to TJ's. It was fun. We walked to the park, and played on the computer, and saw his horses, and jumped on the trampoline, and went swimming, and then I had to leave because Desiree's mom was picking me up at 7:30.

Desiree's mom was late picking Desiree and me up, but when we got to her house we ate Pizza, watched a movie, and talked before we fell asleep. We woke up really early, ate breakfast, and exercised for around two hours for no reason. Then we did... stuff..I think.

Mrs.Stephany asked us where we wanted to eat when she got home from work, and we said Chinese Food. Mr.Duane, her husband, brung Megan home from her friends and then Mrs.Stephany came home and we all left to go out to dinner, but on the phone Desiree's mom had a panic attack and we went to the hospital.

We stayed there for a long time in the waiting room with no idea what was going on, and finally the security guard "broke the rules" and let us all back there. After we left we got Taco's, and when we got home everyone was tired so we went to bed. Well, I tried to go to bed, but Desiree wouldn't stop talking to me so I kept responding with, "yeah...uh huh....oh, ok..." and finally she realized I had no clue what she was talking about. I don't think she did either.

Miraculously, Desiree woke up around two hours before I did, and when I did wake up she was talking to a dog named Princess. She lost to her in a card game. Yes, Desiree is crazy, I know, but she's fun. After she made me get up we played a card game, worked out again because of the lack of anything better to do, and discovered our muscles were killing us. Then we went to the mall with her mom and Megan (her little sister) and ate Chinese/Japanese food. Desiree went to the bathroom and when she came back Megan, Mrs.Stephany and I pretended she was gone/invisible for around 30 min, even though she was screaming "I'm here, you can see me!" It was hilarious, but we couldn't laugh because then she'd know we could see her. She even asked a guy, "Am I invisible?! You can see me, right?!" and he didn't respond. We finally pretended that we "found" her. After eating we went to Books-a-million and I found a cool manga I want to buy later.

We went to see New York Minute (sp?) after that because Desiree is -cough-obsessed-cough- with MK&A for some unknown reason. It was alright. Then, after the movie, the dropped me off at home and I read a magazine waiting for my grandma to get offline. When she finally did I got online and TJ asked if I could come over and I can, so.... YEY!

<3 Always and Forever,
Paige

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people. They are not held back by reality and
love to dream and fly around. You probably are
very creative and although not the most popular
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many for your sweet caring personality.

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I didn't miss the bus this morning, but I was refreshed on how much I loathed Karmen. She is really slutty and guys will say, "Hey Karmen, give me head afterschool?" and she'll preppily giggle and say, "Alright". Scank.(sp?) Anyways, I was wearing a white shirt that is made out of kind thin material and she was like, "Hey Paige, you do know you can, like, see through your shirt?" You couldn't even see anything!

In Keyboarding all we did was talk because the teacher was passing out awards. She didn't get finished, but so far all I've got was "Sweetest Person." I guess that's good.

We were suppose to watch a movie of a book we were reading in Lang. Arts, but I talked to TJ, and few other people, the entire time.

In Pre-Algerba we didn't have to do anywork, thank God! We watched some of Finding Nemo and then helped setup for the picnic for all "Sea Eagles" in 4th Period.

4th, the Picnic, like I said. I hung out with TJ and Katherine until TJ left, then I went to hang out with Tommy (an ex boyfriend from like 2 years ago), Heather, Alexis, Russ, and..... I forgot his name. Anyways, Tommy poured water down the back of my shirt, and tried to splash water at the front of my shirt (I was wearing a white shirt) but luckily I put my backpack in front of me. As payback I tried to splash him, but he pulled Heather in front of him and I hit Heather. (oopsies!) Joy (she just found us and started hanging out) splashed Tommy and soaked him and then she left to her 4th period because she knew he'd get her back. We all were sitting on this tiny bench and the guy I can't remember the name of took our picture, and then I got up and Tommy was grabbing Alexis's butt (He is such a pervert.) And then later when I was sitting down he was like, "I'm squished, Paige's ghetto butt is taking up all the room." so I exclaimed, "I don't have a big butt!" and then he said, "That's a good thing." Russ, who was sitting beside me said, "He just called you fat." and Tommy replied, "No I didn't! She's skinny, look how skinny she is, she looks like a modol!" .....oOoooooOoooohhhkkkkaaaayyyy........

In geography we played some game where you put the state's name onto the right spot on the United States of America map. TJ, Natasha, and me were on a team, and we got second. Matt and Logan were only in first because Matt somehow has the U.S.A. memorized or something. He didn't flirt with me today.

In Science no one did their work expect me and a few others. Ummmmm... yeah.

On the bus we had a sub (Praise the Lord!) so I was kind of... walking around..-cough- and stuff and talking to people. It was alright, my friends kept of taking my picture when I wasn't paying attention. I'm probably going to look high.

When I got home I found out my mom was back, so I didn't get to go swimming with TJ. We talked a LOT of the phone about the whole Carly/Emily/Michelle deal. For the record, they are evil brats. (I only call my friends Ebil Prats.) We talked about Elementary school, music, who we use to like and hang out with, and tons of other stuff.

Well, I'm being yelled at and I have a headache, so I'm out for tonight.

Paige

-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.

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Wow, that really explains why I'm single.

(I'm actually really girl, though, but I like being outdoors and some tomboy-ish type stuff, even though I've worn dresses to school this year!)

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Now time to catch up;

Saturday - Woke up around 12:00 (late for me). I forgot what I did until I went to Desiree's. There we ate dinner, got on the internet, wrote some stories, and watched a movie.

Sunday - Woke up pretty early, hung out till around 12:00. Then I went home to get ready to go surfing, but my aunt called me and said she was sick, so we didn't end up going.

Monday - Ummmm..... I forget, honestly.

Tuesday - Late to homeroom, and umm... I ate chips and candy. Talked to Natasha. In 3rd Michelle gave me a note saying a bunch of mean stuff about TJ that wasn't true. I let him read it.

Today - I missed the bus and my grandma and I got into a fight. In homeroom we lost our lockers, and it sucked because I had to carry  around stuff all day. I'm lazy and prefer only to take was I absolutely need to class. Anyways, in 1rst... well it was pretty ineventful.

In 2nd we voted for stuff like "Best Personality, Sweetest Person, Teachers Pet, Most Attractive" (ect) and a lot of people voted from me as Sweetest Person. We also played some type of keyboard (the musical type) and music Jeopardy, and our team won by cheating (shhhh, our teammate whispered to the captain even though only the captain only was suppose to answer) and got candy. Yummm, chocolate is worth the cheating, teehee.

In 3rd my mood dropped a lot, Mrs.Hutch is so evil! I only completed 12 problems on the final test thing, because she had us go back and write things to the teachers during the test and I wrote LONG messages. I missed 3 of the 12, yeah that'll really help my grade. [/sarcasm]

During lunch something seemed to be bothing TJ alittle. Ummm, I showed some people I drawing I did of two (anime-style) people about to kiss. They liked it, I think...

In 4th Megan, Kenneth, TJ {not my bestest Friend TJ} Stephany and I hung out and talked during the movie. TJ finally made me cave in into giving him my phonenumber. Doubt he'll even call me.

5th period I missed some of people I went to Lost and Found and then ISS looking for my glasses (They put important items like that in ISS so they wont get stolen.) I almost cried during 5th because Mrs.Monks gave us all our folders and stuff back. I don't want school to end!!!

In Geography it was pretty fun, we practised for some game we're playing Friday. Then we read silently to ourselfs. (Well actually, TJ and I talked and I started laughing so hard I almost got us in trouble.) Michelle threw TJ a note telling him not to come near any of her friends. TJ thinks Mathew is flirting with me because he keeps taking my stuff and throwing colored pencils at me. I think he's right.

On the bus I didn't get to sit by any of my friends because we had an overload of students. Ashley was in a bad mood because she likes Cory and Cory is going out with Blaire. -cough- I know how she feels. I walked home until I was like two mailboxes away, and THEN my grandma pulls out of the driveway. We went to Windixie, then when I got home TJ and I talked a lot on AIM. I tried to talk to Desiree but she is either ignoring me or reallly distracted. TJ and I talked about A LOT, from what bad has happened in our life, to what we're doing this summer, to even flirting. Interesting, lol. TJ is -cough-making-cough- wanting me to hurry and update, so this is bah bei for now!

<3 Paige

postscript - " Nah, I'm not popular or pretty or anything. I'm just... Paige."

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You're Element is Night. You're a loner who is very
creative but never show your work to anyone.
You may smile a little but sadness or
loneliness surround you and other can feel it
when they're near you. You have a dark or
unusual beauty that makes you mysterious and
you probably have a lot of secrets that you've
never told anyone. You're beauty is intriging
and unorthidox but the real thing that makes
you special is your eyes. Something in them
makes them like "Diamonds in the
Rough"

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You're like a fairy. Fairies were the little pixies
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like butterflies and perfect little faces.
they had brown or blonde hair and pale skin
with freckles. They were entergetic, joyful,
playful, very smart, and peaceful. Fairies are
deffinately the most famous of all fantasy
creatures. (please rate)

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Your an Outcast Angel! These angels were once upon
a time, very loved, and of the highest ranks of
all the angels. But, when something terrible
happened in their lives, much like the
dark-angels, the outcats leave the heavens and
move down to earth. Outcast angel are not
nessearily evil. In fact, they are quite kind,
but filled with greif and guilt unimaginable.
Outcast angels are usually formed when they
have failed something, and ridden with guilt,
they are banned out of heaven, sent down to
earth, and live alone. They are always quite
and sad, and rarely contact with humans. If a
huam befriends an outcast angel, they have a
friend for life.

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I had a LOT typed, and IE froze and I lost it out. I'm so p.o.d!

Gah, I'll tell you about Saturday-Tuesday tomorrow.

- Paige

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"Somedays.. I just want the world to be finished. But others, I'd rather stay and suffer, knowing theres nothing to turn to." - TJ